{ Flist Gift #1: Dana's Lyrics }

[yllektra]

~ This is the first "gift" I promised I would make to people of my flist! :)

+ [ Dana's Custom Lyrics ] +

ETA:
Please do not use any of these! If you would like some lyrics, just ask. I just might write you some! :)
+ Feel Free To Comment Though, If You'd Like! Comments are <3


I'm sorry it took me so long but I have been busy and I wasnt satisfied with anything I wrote!

I came up with several. Please excuse the crappiness, some were written in the middle of the night! lol
Let me know if you use any of them!



[1]

Pictures of my past
Guilts I thought wouldn’t last
Keep pushing me away
Deep inside my head
Where I live every day
In the hell to which you led

I try to shut them out
The cries of my fears
But they are just too loud
And feed on my tears

It is just too strong
Your effect on my soul
And I know it wont be long
Till I lose control

You’re overshadowing me, I am so weak
I try to hide away, I try to speak
Yet no sound comes out but the sob of my sorrow
Haunting me, taunting me obscuring my tomorrow
Where you are the ruler and king

My heart is aching for you
But my head controls me still
I wanna see it through
Can’t you see how I feel



~ ~
[2]

Words, words with no meaning
Which were only the beginning
And the end came so abruptly
Silently, maybe even subtly

And I only realized today
That we were torn away
Like the pages of a book
That you found but never took
And the wind just torn it apart
I wish we could make a new start
You just let our love to fade
Hiding always in the shade


Memories, memories of passion
Even awakening compassion
For the sorrow and the shame
Of having found no one to blame
Just circumstances working in the opposite direction
So that you gave me heartache instead of your affection

Just memories of grief
That cannot give relief
Not until I fall asleep
In my dreams alive to keep
A love once unrequited
A lasting fire incited

You always in my head
Like an obsession
Hopelessly driven by my infatuation
Due to blind devotion
Or even blind emotion

Long, sleepless nights
Long, endless fights
Inside of me, inside my head
No one can see the tears I shed

And words shallow and hollow
For all the years to follow
You only wanted to leave your mark
On my fragile soul, leave me in the dark
Blinded by pain and by deceit
No one can put out the fire you lit
Inside of me, inside my soul
You turned me into something you could control

~ ~ ~

[3]

I can feel it in the air
Like when I first saw you
Even then when we first met
I already knew that nothing would keep us apart.
You are the only person with the key to my heart

I am feeling so dizzy, you blow me away
And I want to be with you till my dying day

Kiss me now and sweep me off my feet
My love for you is a secret I can’t keep

Something magical is going to take place
I can see it in your eyes, I can see it in your face
You are whispering slowly words of seduction
How can I resist this undeniable attraction?
I’m feeling so weak, I’m under your spell
And it is so exciting for you how I fell
Touch me now and breathe life into me
I was born to be your soul mate, can’t you see?

~ ~ ~

[4]

Inside I feel so empty, devoid of any emotion
Because I gave you everything out of devotion
If you could sense my pain or my sadness
Would you be here to save me from madness?
If you could touch me and feel my skin
Would you let our story again to begin?

~ ~ ~

I can’t believe it’s true
I can’t believe it’s you
The one to leave first

I want to hide ‘cause I’m afraid
I want to hide, hide in the shade
Tell me can you see me
Tell me can you feel me
‘Cause I’m not the same
All I can feel is shame

I want to run and leave this place
I want to leave and leave no trace
Of who I was and who I’ve became
Why can’t I just remain the same?

I want to run, get away from here
I want to run and vanquish my fear

The tears are blinding me
I cant think straight
So many things binding me
And so much hate

Tell me can you see me?
Can you see me try?
Tell me can you hear me
Can you hear me cry?


~ ~ ~ ~

[5]

Under a sky so blue
I think only of you
Your smile, your voice, your face
And now I feel so out of place
I walk among people who cannot comprehend
How my heart was broken, what I’m trying to mend
Seeing right through me, seeing nothing at all
I wonder if anyone will catch me if when fall

‘Cause I’m trying so hard to make it as before
But I don’t know what fate for me has in store
So, I am proceeding slowly holding my breath
Waiting for a miracle to deliver me from death

The light is so blinding, it hurts me eyes
I look at the sun I watch it set and rise
Alone in the silence of my abandoned soul
I’m searching for salvation, I kneel and I crawl
But will it get me somewhere or is it all in vain?
Is there someone out there to take away my pain?

‘Cause I’m trying so hard
To work everything through
But I have no one to tell me
What to do

So I’m closing my eyes, playing it by ear
Your face in my mind, takes away my fear

The winds sometimes hurts me, it carries me away
It’s howling your name each and every day

And everyone sees right through me
Seeing nothing at all
I still wonder will anyone catch me when I fall ?


~ ~ ~ ~


[6]

I believed in you, but you let me down
I depended on you but you let me drown
I needed you so much and you weren’t there
And how you broke my heart is just too unfair

I am left behind unable to control
Or keep myself together, I miss the innocence you stole
Now I have nothing, nothing but pain
And all my dreams were lost in vain

Can’t you see me now, can’t you see?
Can you feel what you did to me
You were my strength, you were my hope

But now you are nothing but a rope
Tightening around my neck
Trying to keep me in check


~ ~ ~
[7]

You have touched my soul
You have touched my heart
I am still trying to find
The reason we are apart

You are looking at me as if I weren’t there
And it hurts ‘cause you the only one I’d share

My heart, my love, my sorrow and my tears
And like my knight in shining armor you’d fight away my fears


~ ~ ~ ~
[8]

I felt naked before you came
Like I was merely a name
With no soul and no skin
Only emptiness within
So vulnerable and exposed
Despite whatever you supposed
I was waiting for the night
You would come and bring me light


Cover me, shelter me from harm
Chase away my demons with your charm
Come cover me, breathe life into my soul
Just come and make me whole


I felt lonely without your touch
I was nothing and was treated as such
Till you came and gave me a goal
And with you I will never fall
I am not still fragile or weak
And I know it’s you I seek
But I’m lucky ‘cause you are here
I never thought you’d be so near


Cover me, pretend you are all for me
It won’t be difficult, you’ll see
‘Cause despite what we’ve been through
I know I was meant for you



~ ~ ~

[9]

Tears, tears an sorrow
That will dry till tomorrow
‘Cause I promise I’ll be there
Your pain with me to share

I know you feel betrayed
And every mistake that I’ve made
I promise that I would take it back

Smiles, smiles and bliss
‘Cause I swear with just one kiss
I will make you forget
Every grief you ever met

I know you feel so lost
‘Cause you just found out the cost
Of getting your life back on track

Fear, fear and pain
You think you are going insane
But you’re not, it’s called healing
One more night you’ll stare at the ceiling

Warmth, warmth and love
Will be everything you‘ll have
From now on, you’ll be strong
And it won’t be that long
Till you are happy again


~ ~ ~ ~

[10]

I was truly born on the day we both met
You brought light to a sky whose sun had set
And now I am warm and safe ‘cause of you

I thought I would always be alone
And of love my hope was gone
Till you showed me that wasn’t true

Sometimes I think of who you are
You are my light, my shining star
Leading me where I was meant to be


And sometimes I think it’s just a dream
And I’m gonna wake up, wake up and scream
Because I won’ find you beside me

Chorus:
I would do anything for you
‘Cause like you there are so few
So I am holding on forever
Tell me we will stay together….forever


~ ~ ~ ~
[11]

I see the tears you hide
And all the pain you have inside
And it hurts to know I am responsible

I can feel your silent grief
I have broken your every belief
And my mistakes are irreversible


I can see how tired you see
How you wish it was a dream
And you want it to end

I can feel I broke your heart
I have shattered every part
Won’t you le me try to mend?


~ ~ ~ ~


[12]

Don’t you know there is no way
I could kill my love for you
And that even when I am away
When you suffer I cry too?

Don’t you know, I’ll always find you
Even when you hide
I will always be behind you
To make your pain subside

I will always cherish
Everything you are
Our love wont perish
Even if you’re far

I will always love you
Even when you hate
Everything I gave you
This is to be my fate

I will always keep you
Safe inside my soul
I won’t let you weep
Till you feel whole

Baby, trust in me
and I will protect you
I will make you see
I’ll kill and resurrect you

~ ~ ~